Choking on Reality
Had to write something after today's bullshit... It's a start. This will be a "work in progress" one, cuz I don't really feel it's truly finished. Either way, I feel a tiny bit better now...
Choking On Reality
Swallow the rage
Choke back the tears
Asphyxiating
This pain is excruciating
This false reality you breathe
Is choking the life out of me
I cannot take this anymore
I need to get out
I need to find out
Where do I belong now?
I was lost, and never found how
To live my life this way
Put my emotions away...
As I walk along the shadows
Bordering the darkest lie
I watch from the windows
While inside I am secretly dying
I am constantly told
Just don't be yourself
Cuz what you are
Is not what they need
(But what about what I need?)
So, I swallow the rage
Choke back the tears
Asphyxiating
This pain is excruciating
This false reality you breathe
Is choking the life out of me
I cannot take this anymore
I need to find out
I need to get out now